Now lookie here; is it possible that I hate everyone? No don't worry. I'm kidding, I probably like you. I just think its cool to hate. Correct me if I'm wrong, but I'm a pussy. Especially when it comes time to make big decisions. ie. I have to decide where I'm moving soon. If I go home and save money and consequently go insane, or if I get another rental and if I do where and when and who with etc etc etc. It's enough to make me eat an entire bucket of fried chicken and watch myself have cardiac arrest. Unfortunately this last idea is not an option because I've never eaten fried chicken from a bucket and I never plan to. The most annoying thing about me, and the thing that is making this whole transitional phase the hardest, is that one day I will be one person, and the next day I will wake up completely different. For example, the other day I woke up wanting to spend every cent I make on new shoes and new clothes and other material crap like IKEA shelving. and then lo and behold 24 hours later I am saving up for a holiday so that I can be in the states for 2012. I mean what the fuck? how do these things even go mildly hand in hand? If anyone can suggest a good shrink feel free to leave me their name and number.
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