Unconditional love is the strangest thing.
I've always associated it with parenting until tonight. I don't know if its just me, and to be honest I really hope its not, but I think that in this day and age it's so possible to have this feeling for someone not of your own flesh and blood.
It's different to "taking a bullet" for someone, that's not what I'm talking about. I mean when you and the other someone are having a fight, for example, and you yell and scream at each other, but underneath all of the anger is this .. feeling.. that everything is okay because it's not serious. I mean, the issue might be serious, but you know that if you tell them to fuck off, they won't leave you, and no matter how much they tell YOU to eat shit and die, you know that everything will be okay.
The best feeling in the world that I know is falling asleep and waking up next to someone. I don't know how I will survive going back to my parent's house and sleeping in my single bed alone every night. As terrible as it sounds, I honestly cannot recall a time when I was single, and I don't know how well I would function as a bachelor-ette. I am a hopeless romantic and yeah whatever.
I mean of course there are always times when we think that the worst is upon us and what we think are flashes of 'clarity' of what the HELL am I doing here? But (at least, I know) that I will (hopefully) have someone to sleep next to at some point in the near future, who (hopefully) feels somewhat the same way I do.
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